Dun feel V gd inside there !!!

It had been days tat i jot something dwn... I so tired physically & mentally,i feel tat im gonna tore up... Havin a big OS sayin " Y is everything comin all at a time ? I really cant take it... "

1st i thought i aldry get over wif him but he wld appear each & everytime i decide to let him go... It had been happenin since last time & continue all these yrs... Suddenly i feel tat i hv no one 2 turn to & seek 4 advice... Xy is busy wif her work & studies,AQ hv even more serious thing 2 bother... Well i chose 2 ignore & hope this will die off...

2nd is tat AQ cant join us for HK trip le,feelin V extreme disappointed inside but cant really voice out as i knew she is feelin even worst than me & XY... In the end hv to change to go bangkok as will feel uncomfortable going HK w/o AQ... Hopefully she can fight all the way thru so tat we can continue to fulfill our dreams 2 travel to diff country each yr...

3rd as for job,im contended wif wat im achieving till now... The salary,collegues,TMs & even calls r getting better towards a smoother path each day... Juz hope tat everything will be fine each & everyday... I feel tat im a diff person compared to when i juz started... I can control my emotions better & handlin the calls in a more professional way than before... Although there r rainy days sometimes,i wld be able to look on another angle to turn the mood ard...

Lastly as 4 family,Sis is going to U & more "Tong Si"... Mum hv walked out the unhappy stuffs & living better each day... Finally it went towards a lighter path 4 me facing the family...

I will try my best 2 make myself 2 move on as Fortune & Happines den will come 4 ppl tat dun look back...

Birthday celebration @ my hse !!!

On 21st july,Celebrating Me & joey's birthday @ my hse... Tiring but So much FUN !!!

Ard 1pm met Choo,Ting & Sam 2 go seng siong 2 buy food... Ard 3pm den we start preparing food...

Joey, Choo & Me is the Cook of the day... Cuttin,Washin 4 the steamboat & desert made by choo... Finally A whole table of food is ready by 6pm... We started eatin den start the Maijong session !!!

After a few rounds of maijong,its time to cut cake !@ 10pm !!! Its a brownie cake from famous amos wif purple wordings of my name... So nice !!! The presents i got for this yr is most worth it cos i got 3 sets of VCD tat i always wanted >> "Summer x Summer" from Joe cheng & 2 others is "Date wif vampire part 1 & 2" !!!

The whole nite, we r laughin,jokin & havin lots of fun durin maijong excitment sessions just like old days when u all still workin in Mac... of cos we sure got have group pics as usual... In the morning ard 730m we had BBf den i went back 2 sleep till afternoon... So tired...

Im so happy tat all of u guys gather together to celebrate my birthday... Thanx a lot...

At CS batch !!!

On 20th july 07,The Cs batch event of company... In the afternoon ard 3plus i met Ed & Des @ Marina Sq 2 hv lunch,we had Subway(1st time hvin it quite nice).Den we went shoppin wif genky joinin us... Ard 6plus Ed went back 2 change den later metin us wif marcus ard 8pm @ Des hse 2 go...

In the train,we chat,it had been like so long tat the 4 of us met up since we join cluster...When we reach,nt much food left so juz stand ard 2 watch stupid performance by Impt ppl... sianz lucky draw also dun get but majority winners from Cluster B... Ed got pulled up by Ah Gua Mc 2 play games,becky involved 2,something tat Gals take out Guys stuffs like clothes etc... So funny... But got handsome Ah moh guys stripping while dancin till all girls scream like crazy...

Tms all very wild too, After tat "Happy Hours",Des & Ed crazy by alcohol went up stage 2 dance bringin out the highest atmosphere... 1st time saw them so wild !!! Im being pulled in 2 join by sabrina but after a while i went back 2 sit cos im feel very outcast haiz...

Ard 1am i went back wif Kamelash in cab...

Common Phrases...1

Lets talk abt some common phrases abt PPL i Mit >> part 1 ~ USAGE

>I didnt use ur svr at all, Y u chrging me so much, system is totally wrong?
>I only use for a while, how come chrges so high?
>I hv other svrs at other company, ard the same usage, how come ur side hv the diff ?
>This is use by my child, how can a kid able to use till this amt of usage more than an adult, totally unbelieveable?
>Ur side is anyhow chrging, i want to cxl the svrs & dun wan to pay anything extra...

To be continued...

Jia You !!!

Now tat the 3 of us have left the tiring environment & have change to a better job scope life... I really enjoy the times tat we will meet up 2 have dinner, go out to shop for clothes & of cos to share stuffs from work... I really thanx God to let me to get to know 2 of u as best friends...

This year July is the 7th yr we know each other le, still can rem the days tat we get to be Poly classmates... Although during the years of sch, we did being separated by classes & subjects we study... We still can understand & noe each other habits, liking of foods, family issues & even temper very well... I noe tat u both treat me like the youngest sis, things tat u all give in 2 me advice me is for my own gd... I choose to ignore & even occur misunderstandings because of my stubborness...

Although im very stubborn on some matters, u both still allow me 2 do my way & said tat "As long im happy its ok for them,if anyhting happen we will still support u..."I promise i will really seek both of u advice before i do anything as i noe im very blur in handling some stuffs...

After knowing tat u facing the " Bad guys" in ur body nowadays, im so worried & almost cried when i noe the news... Although u told me tat u will be ok & will face it watever it resulted to Gd or Bad... I hope u will be strong 2 face thru out... Dun forget our dream of going overseas is going to fulfill this Sept at HK... We have been talking for years to achieve our very 1st trip of 3 of us & lots more to come in the near future...

JIA YOU & Fight Fight Fight !!!

Very "Fan" !!!

Today is a very sianz day... Got scolded by " tat person" for nothing... I really dun understand wat adults r thinking... I followed wat she ask me to ignore "tat person", in the end bad things resulted to happen & im being scolded & have to tell lies...

Being sandwiched by both of them real sucks... If nothing happen btw them tat will be great & everything will be going towards diff paths aldry... I will nt be the ke lian 1 tat lose everything & left alone...

It had been like 2 yrs plus tat this matter is dragging on & like everyone choose to ignore... And i strongly sense tat when 1 day things resulted tat need to force everyone no choice but to face the fact, it will be the worst of all... I really cant imagine lor...

Sometimes im thinking if i can control my emotions in handling the stress from work & family, everything might be a diff story... I guess God have really given me all the difficults things to handle thru out these years... I admitted tat i have really grown up from all these... But can u tell me when can i get wat i deserve to get after all the tests ? I still waiting for my gifts...

Manicure !!!

Juz done my manicure @ bugis Nice? I always wanted to have nice & painted nails. Now tat i sort of fulfil 1 of my dreams...

Over @ the shop have another lady who will be bride of the day tml. She did her nails wif petals of flowers & its soo nice,having 2 heard tat she is getting married,in my heart "So nice & when it will be my turn?"........

Thinking back if not for the break up,i will be getting engaged this yr aldry but......... it all over le.

My strong feelings r all back cos nowadays my past memories is flooding my mind which affecting me a lot..... Now tat i have a stable job & salary,everything is going thru the smooth path tat i have extra time to think abt other stuffs.....

I trying real hard 2 force myself to face the fact & to boost up my courage 2 stop all my thinkings to go wild & thinking back those terrible memories.....

Juz hope everything will be fine thru out the rest of my life....

Crazy over Him.......

This is the very 1st posting.......

Well dun really wat 2 jot dwn cos today nt workin....

Nowadays im really crazy over Him......

Im feel tat im attracted by every move tat he does >> durin the personal interviews,watchin the serial dramas he played in & the variety shows he particpate in etc.......

I feel tat he is so real in the dramas as well in real life,can hear from the answers he gave to the interviewers.....

I actually found a web pg tat have almost 50 pgs of his pics....So excited over my discovery hee..

Im starting to collect the dramas VCDs tat he features him le.....

Though u will think a bit over doing all these rite, actually i think so too la...hee

Im gonna continue 2 watch my shows le bye.....