Dun feel V gd inside there !!!

It had been days tat i jot something dwn... I so tired physically & mentally,i feel tat im gonna tore up... Havin a big OS sayin " Y is everything comin all at a time ? I really cant take it... "

1st i thought i aldry get over wif him but he wld appear each & everytime i decide to let him go... It had been happenin since last time & continue all these yrs... Suddenly i feel tat i hv no one 2 turn to & seek 4 advice... Xy is busy wif her work & studies,AQ hv even more serious thing 2 bother... Well i chose 2 ignore & hope this will die off...

2nd is tat AQ cant join us for HK trip le,feelin V extreme disappointed inside but cant really voice out as i knew she is feelin even worst than me & XY... In the end hv to change to go bangkok as will feel uncomfortable going HK w/o AQ... Hopefully she can fight all the way thru so tat we can continue to fulfill our dreams 2 travel to diff country each yr...

3rd as for job,im contended wif wat im achieving till now... The salary,collegues,TMs & even calls r getting better towards a smoother path each day... Juz hope tat everything will be fine each & everyday... I feel tat im a diff person compared to when i juz started... I can control my emotions better & handlin the calls in a more professional way than before... Although there r rainy days sometimes,i wld be able to look on another angle to turn the mood ard...

Lastly as 4 family,Sis is going to U & more "Tong Si"... Mum hv walked out the unhappy stuffs & living better each day... Finally it went towards a lighter path 4 me facing the family...

I will try my best 2 make myself 2 move on as Fortune & Happines den will come 4 ppl tat dun look back...