A Sick,Sad & Tired April part 2

After my happy K session w ah famers, i lost my voice the nxt day i hv to take 1/2 day Mc... Dun say tat im sick dun to singing cos im Very hardworking doing OTs, im can say i almost didnt rem when is my last of my OFF day... No choice cos im earning for my holiday trip expenses... Im nt poor but got $$ who dun wan to earn rite haha...

Tat day itself is 21st april, also Mum's birthday... Sis & i acc mum to Chong Pang to hv Thai food for dinner... During the journey of the bus to there, Sis hp rang, the caller is my Da gu from my dad's side... OMG its nt a gd sigh... She mention some word in hokkien tat sis totally dun understand & i hv no voice to reply back as mum is seated at the front part of the bus...

Finally we alight,mum call back & Da gu mention tat Grandma hv no reaction since 6pm... Tat moment hearts of the 3 of us sank... Mum called to dad to advise him,he actually reply tat he is still working only ard 11pm den free... Den he called back to mum & tell mum nt to care abt anything after mum hang up... If he is in front of me, i seriously will slap him !!!

We juz hurrily finish dinner & make our way dwn to toa payoh to chk out the situation... Cos aunt over the phone is nt Very clr so havent really confirmed... When we reached, Da bo from mum side is aldry there cos xiao gu ask mum to contact him to arrange funeral stuffs as he is a undertaker...

The moment we walked into the hse,Grandma is laying peacefully on the bed... My tears fall dwn, the whole environment is so cold & everyone didnt say much words... Finally dad reached ard 10pm, he discussed w Da bo abt the funeral things & he bring us home...

The nxt day, we went dwn ard 10am cos need to bring grandma dwn to the void deck where funeral will be held... As there r chantings before grandma is bring into the coffin & sealed up... We hv to call her to stay in the coffin out loud, my tears rolled dwn hardly... OMG

The funeral went thru 5days till 25th april, during the funeral i say wat is called the real truth of $$ & so call " family"... The dispute of no one wan to bring out $$ for the funeral where they themselves hv quite well-to-do own childrens... Its sad to say tat grandma is so pitiful... They all is so helpful whenever there r like free things & 4d digits,hoping to strike !!! Shit...

The very last day of the funeral, is the most Sad part cos mum dun noe why actually drag me & sis beside the coffin of grandma Cried so hardly tat ask her to bless tat dad dun leave us... OMG again im totally drained aldry... Finally the funeral is over...

Ps: To my 98 yr old grandma, i wish u peacefully leave this world with no regrets & go towards better place where u can be happy in...

A Sick,Sad & Tired April part 1

On 20th april, I went to Orchard to sing K to celebrate Ah ren birthday... So happy cos Soo long didnt sing K aldry... So high !!! I get to sing Fahrenheit,Ariel cheng & Ah Mei songs... Although im almost lost my voice but i still dun care i sang it all out cos nowadays So Damm stress at work lor... Thanx to ah famers gatherings tat i cherish tat allow me De stress & hv fun...

Of cos nt forgetting the series of photo takings sessions, these r the best things for us to rem all our BEST memories !!!

Although we only update each other during gatherings, we still hv LOTS of diff things to share & discuss abt... Well I guess its all our Mutual Linkage of Ah Family tat made it happen...

I feel tat im Very Glad tat we Knew each other & nt forgetting to say tat we all grew up together as well... Although btw the 11 of us, i knew nt everyone is Very close towards each other... As we walk thru our life paths differently, it had been more difficult to be all ard during gatherings... I juz wan to say tat as long we all make efforts & of cos plannings, we can make it happen !!! I knew its nt easy to always take Ah family group pics of 11 of us... Im really looking forward for all of them in the near futures !!! I juz want to say tat Ah famers i Luv u all...