Grandma tomb visiting

Today is 5/4 which I went to cemetery to visit Grandma and auntie’s tomb… Majority of the cousins came and we set off in different cars. Well it had been long that we all together gather aldry. I rem the memories whereby we r all still kids… The weather don’t look quite good cos seem like wan to rain…
We started with Auntie and Grandma (mum’s side) as is nearby then meantime mum, sis n me went over to grandma (dad’s side) to pray…This is 1st time went over to tomb after grandma’s funeral last yr… Once I saw grandma’s photo im surprised as she look unpleasant, so different from the same pic at funeral. I don’t understand but I feel something is nt right… I den realize tat I notice cousin’s son name is nt written on the tomb which meant no indication of great grand son…
well im v upset cos at the funeral I aldry v pissed off for all happens now like tat im super disappointed in them… Seriously I don’t noe shld I still bother abt them or still treat them as my relatives… Well leave it to fate to decide ba… After finish with grandma’s tomb, we went back to meet up with the rest and headed to grandpa (mum’s side) but by then started to rain aldry… So we all bring out umbrellas and quickly finish with the praying and went off the kopitiam to have lunch.