Today is 5/4 which I went to cemetery to visit Grandma and auntie’s tomb… Majority of the cousins came and we set off in different cars. Well it had been long that we all together gather aldry. I rem the memories whereby we r all still kids… The weather don’t look quite good cos seem like wan to rain…
We started with Auntie and Grandma (mum’s side) as is nearby then meantime mum, sis n me went over to grandma (dad’s side) to pray…This is 1st time went over to tomb after grandma’s funeral last yr… Once I saw grandma’s photo im surprised as she look unpleasant, so different from the same pic at funeral. I don’t understand but I feel something is nt right… I den realize tat I notice cousin’s son name is nt written on the tomb which meant no indication of great grand son…
well im v upset cos at the funeral I aldry v pissed off for all happens now like tat im super disappointed in them… Seriously I don’t noe shld I still bother abt them or still treat them as my relatives… Well leave it to fate to decide ba… After finish with grandma’s tomb, we went back to meet up with the rest and headed to grandpa (mum’s side) but by then started to rain aldry… So we all bring out umbrellas and quickly finish with the praying and went off the kopitiam to have lunch.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
The saddest day since dun noe when ??
Today 23/3 is the worst day of my life, I really dun noe when is the last time I felt so seriously emo tat whenever I start to b alone, my tears will starts to collects slowly… It had been started abt 1 wk plus le… Everything starts to gather n trigger me to the max !!!
This mth my bb is the TOP 8.0% OMG… It’s the highest since i joined m1 2yr ago… I seriously dun noe wat’s wrong wif me… The worst is tat everyday the report comes into email of the whole cluster lor… i dun noe how to face my tms, each n every call I took up I hv to think n handle extra X 10 patience n choice of words… Seriously torturing me la… So stress tat I feel like resign lor…
I so wan to talk to someone to pour out everything but everyone is so busy n I dun noe who to talk to tat fully understand my situation… So I kept everything to my heart but is digging deeply to things tat I hv let it drown inside for a while le…
Well its gonna be april le… I choose not to notice tat particular date of the mth for a few yrs le but each yr everything comes out to trigger me, shit !! i really hate myself v much tat y is it still bothering me after so long ? I tried v hard to ignore but its juz nt working ? why m I suffering here but he is happily enjoying his life ever since we split…
I flipped thru my diary of the past tat I saw the 6mths of thoughts tat we start to care for each other n finally to be together… These memories is so deeply inside my heart tat it cant be erased… How we be together, celebrate anniversaries, waited each other to finish school, quarrel w mum after she found out n of cos our rings tat bonded us but sad to say is the thing tat results our break up…
Im still wearing it cos I feel tat this is to remind me tat I had grown up n understand everything slowly… Is over aldry but everything tat we go thru indeed DO happened so these can be erased n are memories to me forever…
I so wan to talk to someone to pour out everything but everyone is so busy n I dun noe who to talk to tat fully understand my situation… So I kept everything to my heart but is digging deeply to things tat I hv let it drown inside for a while le…
Well its gonna be april le… I choose not to notice tat particular date of the mth for a few yrs le but each yr everything comes out to trigger me, shit !! i really hate myself v much tat y is it still bothering me after so long ? I tried v hard to ignore but its juz nt working ? why m I suffering here but he is happily enjoying his life ever since we split…
I flipped thru my diary of the past tat I saw the 6mths of thoughts tat we start to care for each other n finally to be together… These memories is so deeply inside my heart tat it cant be erased… How we be together, celebrate anniversaries, waited each other to finish school, quarrel w mum after she found out n of cos our rings tat bonded us but sad to say is the thing tat results our break up…
Im still wearing it cos I feel tat this is to remind me tat I had grown up n understand everything slowly… Is over aldry but everything tat we go thru indeed DO happened so these can be erased n are memories to me forever…
Monday, March 16, 2009
Sentosa Ah fam girls
On 15/3 Its sentosa trip of ah famers… But only ah fam girls… Well the guys R real busy I guess… Well sad to say tat the times tat we go out to hv fun is getting lesser n lesser le… Of cos to gather 10 of us I really really nt easy lor… But nvm we still had fun !!!
Saturday, March 14, 2009
12/3-13/3 M1 IT fair 09
I attended 2 days of roadshow at suntec city… 1st day is with Brianna acc me n nt forgetting ivy & a few of others… Overall is nice cos it’s a diff experiences rather than staying at call centre… Its tiring as hv to stand the whole day w/o sitting dwn…They do provide 2 meals which seriously so much better than canteen food haha…
We get to talk to ppl from promoting diff hp brands as well as computer stuffs… Well feeling shiok tat can make use of my knowledge w/o any infos to refer to that can assist custs to clear their enquires…After the roadshow the nxt day is the like 7th day of work den off day so die die cant MC la if nt the 2 days of oil tat hardly earns will nt b entitled…
We get to talk to ppl from promoting diff hp brands as well as computer stuffs… Well feeling shiok tat can make use of my knowledge w/o any infos to refer to that can assist custs to clear their enquires…After the roadshow the nxt day is the like 7th day of work den off day so die die cant MC la if nt the 2 days of oil tat hardly earns will nt b entitled…
Sunday, March 1, 2009
23/2 - 26/2 Sabah Trip
Its another m1 staffs trip of the year !!! This time round is to dez hometown “sabah”… Well on 23/2, Benny,ivy,venus & me took Airasia evening flight where dez pick us up at the small airport… He drove us ard showing us the haunted hses… We settled our supper at a koptiam selling “Fried kay keow” n Prawn mee…After tat we den went over to dez’s mum hse to stay for 1 nite as the rest will only arrive the nxt day…
On 24/2,we had “mixed pork n fish meat rice” near dez hse in sabah… After tat we den pick up Bern,Sharon,Richard n wife den we headed to the penthse tat dez rented for all 12 of us to stay…It’s the 1st time I get to see tat the room is so big tat can put 2 queen size bed,a sofa n dressing table… So we den went to the nearest mall to shop for tidbits n drinks to supply for party at night… We also to enjoy the swimming pool at the penthse… It was nice but a bit too cold la… Soon its dinner time le… we had the most expensive seafood dinner at a so call famous restaurant juz beside our penthse…After tat we went to the seaside resort n sat ard to chit chat with bubble tea from sabah !!! When its time we went to airport to fetch humdy,mars n bf…
On 25/2,we hv to set off early to island tracking aldry… it was fun as its my 1st time snoking… I get to see fishes juz beside me swimming n I got to touch them… Ps I got lifejacket on la… Well after a nice swim n some struggling of fright,overall is quite nice la… After the island trip, we had steamboat dinner at restaurant… The best part is tat, the rest of them went over for durians although the steamboat aldry choke us till to the throat le… As I dun eat,I almost fainted over the strong smell with the rest of 11ppl breath haha…
The 26/2, We drive up to Hot Spring,thru-out the journey on the mini van is v shaky n turning up & dwn the mountain… Its V fun at the hot spring as can say its 1st time I tried… Super HOT at 1st den ok le,quite shiok after tat… We had dinner at a kopitiam with “Zhu Chao”… The pork dumplings is quite nice…. At night, the drinking session started… OMG really bad la… Quite bad luck tat I had to drink 3 big cup of quite highly alcoholic mixed… But I only managed to drink ½ of it I guess… Dez is really badly drank tat he did lots of funny n dumb actions thru-out the night haha…
The trip ended with lots of fun n laughter, Its v rare tat lots of us can b able to together to enjoy a short trip…
On 24/2,we had “mixed pork n fish meat rice” near dez hse in sabah… After tat we den pick up Bern,Sharon,Richard n wife den we headed to the penthse tat dez rented for all 12 of us to stay…It’s the 1st time I get to see tat the room is so big tat can put 2 queen size bed,a sofa n dressing table… So we den went to the nearest mall to shop for tidbits n drinks to supply for party at night… We also to enjoy the swimming pool at the penthse… It was nice but a bit too cold la… Soon its dinner time le… we had the most expensive seafood dinner at a so call famous restaurant juz beside our penthse…After tat we went to the seaside resort n sat ard to chit chat with bubble tea from sabah !!! When its time we went to airport to fetch humdy,mars n bf…
On 25/2,we hv to set off early to island tracking aldry… it was fun as its my 1st time snoking… I get to see fishes juz beside me swimming n I got to touch them… Ps I got lifejacket on la… Well after a nice swim n some struggling of fright,overall is quite nice la… After the island trip, we had steamboat dinner at restaurant… The best part is tat, the rest of them went over for durians although the steamboat aldry choke us till to the throat le… As I dun eat,I almost fainted over the strong smell with the rest of 11ppl breath haha…
The 26/2, We drive up to Hot Spring,thru-out the journey on the mini van is v shaky n turning up & dwn the mountain… Its V fun at the hot spring as can say its 1st time I tried… Super HOT at 1st den ok le,quite shiok after tat… We had dinner at a kopitiam with “Zhu Chao”… The pork dumplings is quite nice…. At night, the drinking session started… OMG really bad la… Quite bad luck tat I had to drink 3 big cup of quite highly alcoholic mixed… But I only managed to drink ½ of it I guess… Dez is really badly drank tat he did lots of funny n dumb actions thru-out the night haha…
The trip ended with lots of fun n laughter, Its v rare tat lots of us can b able to together to enjoy a short trip…
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