Its year 2008 !!! So soon a yr juz past thru w/o much notice… I had some achievements tat the thoughts of leaving Mac is a Real Gd decision…
1st >> I got 2 handle my emotions better as I dun need 2 handle tat kind of extreme stress compared 2 last time… 2nd >> I got 2 noe more frenzs & even treat each other like bro & Sis tat warm my heart deeply… 3rd >> I hv got bonus & salary tat I feel contended with as I hv got better appraisal results tat I expected… 4th >> I feel tat my communications skills & customer handlin improved although I broke my record tat I cried for the very 1st time when im workin after I joined company after 1 yr… Lastly >> I learnt 2 handle my feelings better although im trying real hard but i knew tat I will b able 2 do it after some time…
Having Sooo much things keepin inside my heart tat I dun feel gd abt it… Although I chose 2 ignore them but they juz kept floatin out & forcin all the tears out as well… Dun mention abt cluster got ppl resign, valent trf 2 KL & now geeta trf to 4C also… OMG im totally being like Bombed !!! Im talkin w geeta tat day & I almost cried out lor… I really dun noe, I thought I had got over aldry but actually nt… The worst part is tat he knew it omg I really dun noe how 2 face this at all… I so messed up, the only kind I could do is to act blur…
Im tellin myself hv 2 face the new yr with new feelings cos its no use 2 kept hookin the past… The future is the best for me to look forward to… Its nt end of the world cos I knew tat I will find my Mr Right when its time as the one is worth waiting for… I hv the enough income to sign up credit cards & to able 2 hv $ to save are real gd things tat im proud of currently…
ALL THE BEST TOWARDS YR 2008 !!!
Saturday, December 1, 2007
Touched & warm feelings
Today is Glitz awards day at CC. Best senior >> Geeta, Best newcomer >> Marcus, Best enthusiastic CSO >> Geeta & Dez… Best approachable TM >> Valent !!! Soo happy for all of them… I can clearly see from Valent & Geeta face like wan 2 cry aldry when ppl congratulating & hugging them…
Den im like telling Geeta tat all of us r so close & so caring for each other thru-out these mths… Its so touching & warm inside tat in the cluster hv these stuffs going on lor… I can say really teamwork as well as the care towards Friends who r juz colleagues from the start…
Its finally end of nov & its nt over yet tat we continually will hv gatherings & hang-outs even more often… Coz is festive seasons, celebrating wif bonus as well as preparing farewell for ppl leaving in early 08, Sobzzzz… I real happy tat can attend all these gatherings but they sort of cost $$ which I hv to really start to control on spending aldry…
Mum told me a few days ago tat her job might nt be stable… OMG den probs will start to come in as sis still hv like 3yrs in NUS… If mum cant get any job, im the only ppl earning in the family… Which I still a bit shaky in handling this… Meaning to say my plan to work in UK in 2009 will nt be possible as I cant leave them here… Thinking of all these really sank my heart deeper cos things r nt so easy as it is anymore… Do I need to sacrifice things tat im hving or starting to b achieving soon, im really dun noe ??
Well hopefully everything will go to the best way tat is gd for everyone & may everyone b blessed as we really deserve tat !!!
Den im like telling Geeta tat all of us r so close & so caring for each other thru-out these mths… Its so touching & warm inside tat in the cluster hv these stuffs going on lor… I can say really teamwork as well as the care towards Friends who r juz colleagues from the start…
Its finally end of nov & its nt over yet tat we continually will hv gatherings & hang-outs even more often… Coz is festive seasons, celebrating wif bonus as well as preparing farewell for ppl leaving in early 08, Sobzzzz… I real happy tat can attend all these gatherings but they sort of cost $$ which I hv to really start to control on spending aldry…
Mum told me a few days ago tat her job might nt be stable… OMG den probs will start to come in as sis still hv like 3yrs in NUS… If mum cant get any job, im the only ppl earning in the family… Which I still a bit shaky in handling this… Meaning to say my plan to work in UK in 2009 will nt be possible as I cant leave them here… Thinking of all these really sank my heart deeper cos things r nt so easy as it is anymore… Do I need to sacrifice things tat im hving or starting to b achieving soon, im really dun noe ??
Well hopefully everything will go to the best way tat is gd for everyone & may everyone b blessed as we really deserve tat !!!
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