Very "Fan" !!!

Today is a very sianz day... Got scolded by " tat person" for nothing... I really dun understand wat adults r thinking... I followed wat she ask me to ignore "tat person", in the end bad things resulted to happen & im being scolded & have to tell lies...

Being sandwiched by both of them real sucks... If nothing happen btw them tat will be great & everything will be going towards diff paths aldry... I will nt be the ke lian 1 tat lose everything & left alone...

It had been like 2 yrs plus tat this matter is dragging on & like everyone choose to ignore... And i strongly sense tat when 1 day things resulted tat need to force everyone no choice but to face the fact, it will be the worst of all... I really cant imagine lor...

Sometimes im thinking if i can control my emotions in handling the stress from work & family, everything might be a diff story... I guess God have really given me all the difficults things to handle thru out these years... I admitted tat i have really grown up from all these... But can u tell me when can i get wat i deserve to get after all the tests ? I still waiting for my gifts...