
Over @ the shop have another lady who will be bride of the day tml. She did her nails wif petals of flowers & its soo nice,having 2 heard tat she is getting married,in my heart "So nice & when it will be my turn?"........
Thinking back if not for the break up,i will be getting engaged this yr aldry but......... it all over le.
My strong feelings r all back cos nowadays my past memories is flooding my mind which affecting me a lot..... Now tat i have a stable job & salary,everything is going thru the smooth path tat i have extra time to think abt other stuffs.....
I trying real hard 2 force myself to face the fact & to boost up my courage 2 stop all my thinkings to go wild & thinking back those terrible memories.....
Juz hope everything will be fine thru out the rest of my life....