...Ashly Space...

Grandma tomb visiting

2009-04-07T17:00:00.001+08:00

Today is 5/4 which I went to cemetery to visit Grandma and auntie’s tomb… Majority of the cousins came and we set off in different cars. Well it had been long that we all together gather aldry. I rem the memories whereby we r all still kids… The weather don’t look quite good cos seem like wan to rain…
We started with Auntie and Grandma (mum’s side) as is nearby then meantime mum, sis n me went over to grandma (dad’s side) to pray…This is 1st time went over to tomb after grandma’s funeral last yr… Once I saw grandma’s photo im surprised as she look unpleasant, so different from the same pic at funeral. I don’t understand but I feel something is nt right… I den realize tat I notice cousin’s son name is nt written on the tomb which meant no indication of great grand son…
well im v upset cos at the funeral I aldry v pissed off for all happens now like tat im super disappointed in them… Seriously I don’t noe shld I still bother abt them or still treat them as my relatives… Well leave it to fate to decide ba… After finish with grandma’s tomb, we went back to meet up with the rest and headed to grandpa (mum’s side) but by then started to rain aldry… So we all bring out umbrellas and quickly finish with the praying and went off the kopitiam to have lunch.

The saddest day since dun noe when ??

2009-03-24T16:30:00.001+08:00

Today 23/3 is the worst day of my life, I really dun noe when is the last time I felt so seriously emo tat whenever I start to b alone, my tears will starts to collects slowly… It had been started abt 1 wk plus le… Everything starts to gather n trigger me to the max !!!

This mth my bb is the TOP 8.0% OMG… It’s the highest since i joined m1 2yr ago… I seriously dun noe wat’s wrong wif me… The worst is tat everyday the report comes into email of the whole cluster lor… i dun noe how to face my tms, each n every call I took up I hv to think n handle extra X 10 patience n choice of words… Seriously torturing me la… So stress tat I feel like resign lor…
I so wan to talk to someone to pour out everything but everyone is so busy n I dun noe who to talk to tat fully understand my situation… So I kept everything to my heart but is digging deeply to things tat I hv let it drown inside for a while le…
Well its gonna be april le… I choose not to notice tat particular date of the mth for a few yrs le but each yr everything comes out to trigger me, shit !! i really hate myself v much tat y is it still bothering me after so long ? I tried v hard to ignore but its juz nt working ? why m I suffering here but he is happily enjoying his life ever since we split…
I flipped thru my diary of the past tat I saw the 6mths of thoughts tat we start to care for each other n finally to be together… These memories is so deeply inside my heart tat it cant be erased… How we be together, celebrate anniversaries, waited each other to finish school, quarrel w mum after she found out n of cos our rings tat bonded us but sad to say is the thing tat results our break up…
Im still wearing it cos I feel tat this is to remind me tat I had grown up n understand everything slowly… Is over aldry but everything tat we go thru indeed DO happened so these can be erased n are memories to me forever…

Sentosa Ah fam girls

2009-03-16T16:25:00.000+08:00

On 15/3 Its sentosa trip of ah famers… But only ah fam girls… Well the guys R real busy I guess… Well sad to say tat the times tat we go out to hv fun is getting lesser n lesser le… Of cos to gather 10 of us I really really nt easy lor… But nvm we still had fun !!!

12/3-13/3 M1 IT fair 09

2009-03-14T16:16:00.001+08:00

I attended 2 days of roadshow at suntec city… 1st day is with Brianna acc me n nt forgetting ivy & a few of others… Overall is nice cos it’s a diff experiences rather than staying at call centre… Its tiring as hv to stand the whole day w/o sitting dwn…They do provide 2 meals which seriously so much better than canteen food haha…

We get to talk to ppl from promoting diff hp brands as well as computer stuffs… Well feeling shiok tat can make use of my knowledge w/o any infos to refer to that can assist custs to clear their enquires…After the roadshow the nxt day is the like 7th day of work den off day so die die cant MC la if nt the 2 days of oil tat hardly earns will nt b entitled…

23/2 - 26/2 Sabah Trip

2009-03-01T15:28:00.000+08:00

Its another m1 staffs trip of the year !!! This time round is to dez hometown “sabah”… Well on 23/2, Benny,ivy,venus & me took Airasia evening flight where dez pick us up at the small airport… He drove us ard showing us the haunted hses… We settled our supper at a koptiam selling “Fried kay keow” n Prawn mee…After tat we den went over to dez’s mum hse to stay for 1 nite as the rest will only arrive the nxt day…

On 24/2,we had “mixed pork n fish meat rice” near dez hse in sabah… After tat we den pick up Bern,Sharon,Richard n wife den we headed to the penthse tat dez rented for all 12 of us to stay…It’s the 1st time I get to see tat the room is so big tat can put 2 queen size bed,a sofa n dressing table… So we den went to the nearest mall to shop for tidbits n drinks to supply for party at night… We also to enjoy the swimming pool at the penthse… It was nice but a bit too cold la… Soon its dinner time le… we had the most expensive seafood dinner at a so call famous restaurant juz beside our penthse…After tat we went to the seaside resort n sat ard to chit chat with bubble tea from sabah !!! When its time we went to airport to fetch humdy,mars n bf…

On 25/2,we hv to set off early to island tracking aldry… it was fun as its my 1st time snoking… I get to see fishes juz beside me swimming n I got to touch them… Ps I got lifejacket on la… Well after a nice swim n some struggling of fright,overall is quite nice la… After the island trip, we had steamboat dinner at restaurant… The best part is tat, the rest of them went over for durians although the steamboat aldry choke us till to the throat le… As I dun eat,I almost fainted over the strong smell with the rest of 11ppl breath haha…

The 26/2, We drive up to Hot Spring,thru-out the journey on the mini van is v shaky n turning up & dwn the mountain… Its V fun at the hot spring as can say its 1st time I tried… Super HOT at 1st den ok le,quite shiok after tat… We had dinner at a kopitiam with “Zhu Chao”… The pork dumplings is quite nice…. At night, the drinking session started… OMG really bad la… Quite bad luck tat I had to drink 3 big cup of quite highly alcoholic mixed… But I only managed to drink ½ of it I guess… Dez is really badly drank tat he did lots of funny n dumb actions thru-out the night haha…

The trip ended with lots of fun n laughter, Its v rare tat lots of us can b able to together to enjoy a short trip…

Overnight k box

2009-02-22T15:40:00.000+08:00

Its our 1st overnight k box at cineleisure orchard on 21/1 … I work till 6pm den meet the rest for dinner den after tat we went over to start our 6hrs of overnight K box !!! well the session is nice as we “high” thru-out till buffet start ard 1230am den we rush to get lots of food… It’s a pity tat only come with 1 drink free so we sneak out to buy big bottle of mineral water to drink if nt die of thirst la… I kind of fall asleep ard 4am plus for a while den bear & yt sang so so loud tat woke me up… Finally its 6am den we make our way back to amrt den we had bbf at mac den we all went home & “coma” till early evening…

Valentine's day 09

2009-02-16T15:10:00.002+08:00

Today is valentine's day, I work till 9pm… Thought is juz a normal day to pass but Yt made it different… There is a few met earlier to hv dinner at JP… den schoo didn’t come over to amrt as she working the nxt day… Den yt n the rest arrange to meet at amrt mac as usual…

To our surprise all ah famers came expect schoo !!! Its such a nice occasion tat we gather to hv fun n laughter… It had been long tat we ALL last gather together le… SO HAPPY !!! Of cos we hv lots of pics n chit chat abt each other recent days… I can say I really love u guys ah famers!!! Looking forward to our 3rd yr ah family june chalet 2009…

Qns,Qns & Qns...

2009-02-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

1. Are you single - Ya
2.Are you happy - Currently now i guess ??
3. Are you bored - When im alone ba...
4. Are you fair - Im naturally abit Tan
5. Are you Italian - Obviously NO la
6. Are you intelligent - Nt really la it depends ??
7. Are you honest - Sort of ? I dun noe how to lie...
8. Are you nice - Yes i guess ??
9. Are you Irish - Of cos No lor...
10. Are you Asian - Ya but i hope im taiwanese...

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name- Teo Pui Ling,Ashly
2. Nicknames - Ah Ling,Ah ash,Teopl,Teopuiling...
3. Birth place - Old Kk hospital
4. Hair color - Light Brown
5. Natural hair style - Curl at the shoulder area
6. Eye Color - black
7. Birthday - 23 july 1983
8.Favorite color - Purple
9. Favorite artist - Joseph Zheng Yuan Chang
10. One place you'd like to visit - Egypt

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - Of cos
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Kind of ??
3. Do you currently have a crush? - No ba ??
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally?- Yes, Very la
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - I dun noe leh
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Yes, Till nw
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - i guess so ba...
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Nope
9. Who was the last person you hugged - Ah famers on Valentine's day 09
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - Dun noe how 2 ans la...

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Luv
2. Hard liquor or beer - Vodka Pear
3. Cats or dogs - Dogs
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - Of Cos Best frenzs
5. Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy
6. Pencil or Pen - Ballpoint
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic nite viewing Stars...
8. Money or Happiness - $$ + Happines (1/2 each)
9. Night or day - Nite
10. IM or phone - HP SMS

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - I cant rem
2. Seen a polar bear - In the Zoo ??
3. Done something you regret - YES, Regrettin till nw after so long...
4. Bungee jumped - Oh NO,Never
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - NO no !!!
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - Wat's tat ??
7. Been caught naked -Confirm will NT happen...
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Wanted but NO CHANCE....
9. Cried because you lost a pet - NOPE & nt poosible to happen...
10. Wanted to disappear - Mayb for a while ??

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Smilez
2. Light or dark hair - Anything as long appeared to b nice...
3. Hugs or kisses - Hugges tat can feel Protected
4. Shorter or taller - Taller, if can 178 >
5. Intelligence or attraction - Intelligence "Shang Jing Xing"
6. Topman or Zara - Topman7. Funny or serious - Humorous
8. Older or Younger - Older the best,max younger 1yr
9. Outgoing or quiet - Sunshine Boy
10. Sweet or Bad - Sweetz

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Nope
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Nt recently la...
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - Nt possible la !!
4. Ever been to a rock concert - No dun like
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team - Never
6. Ever been on a dance team - Never,wanted to if hv chance
7. Ever been on a sports team - No,im nt sporty
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - No
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - No license la...
10. Ever been in a rap video? - NO no no...

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - Yiting
2. Last person you hugged - ah famers...
3. Last person you hung out with - WYT
4. Last time you worked - On valentine day 09
5. Last person you talked to - WYT
6. Last person you IM'd - Dun noe wat's tat
7. Last person you texted - Cheryl
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Alicia WYT
10. Last website visited - Tom365

Tat's wat i promise someone tat i will sure ans these Qns if hv internet access de...

CNY 26/1 - 27/1

2009-01-28T15:07:00.000+08:00

Juz like last yr I had cny eve morning shift & both days of cny off… Well im glad to b able to get off on cny,which is the best thing after joined M1 cos previously in Mac I only hv 1 day of off day… This yr mum decided to hv steamboat at home… On the 23/1,together with sis we went to JP NTUC to buy the stuffs for steamboat… OMG the ppl in the market trying to buy stuffs seem like FOC la… all empty la… The ppl to stock up also no time hv to straight take from the cartons… LOL

As usual hving steamboat on cny eve den watch movie n cny celebration show till countdown… Well this yr of cny is not tat fantastic cos 1st day I stay at home juz laze ard to watch tv n the day juz past like tat… 2nd day we went to yishun to gather with my mum’s side of relatives… Well now tat all cousins hv married n some even hv kids…

So their topics is all abt hses,kids studies etc…. The attention of the day is Ah xiong’s son,my nephew which is less than 1yr old… So cute I enjoy playing with him… CNY juz past like tat I hv to start working on the 3rd day of cny which will hv lots of Chinese calls as usual…

SGH i900 Onima

2008-12-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

12/12 Today I finally got my 1st PDA hp for $398 yeh !!! It is Samsung i900 omina haha… Basically it’s a touch screen & a window mobile 6 hp… Well seem super high tech to me la… To me is a higher memory to put more songs & pics in w/o “hang” la… Im super happy on getting this hp n I feel I will be using this hp for a longer period of time ba…hee

D&D 2009

2008-11-03T14:01:00.004+08:00

31/10 Today is D&D 2009 for M1… This year is the second yr tat I get a chance to attend especially with lots of close collegues… Im on morning shift so I hv to dress into my mini black dress n 4 inch high heels to office… This yr theme is hallowen nite so everyone dress up in majority black & some even make up to b ugly & bloody… I tried to test to perm my hair as might hv the intension to permanent perm for a change… The results is not bad ya… As is V rush from work den to hair salon den to the dinner… We didn’t hv any food & the worst is tat the food really don’t taste gd as well portion is small… Well this is GD chance for ppl running ard to take lots of pics with diff ppl… Not forgetting for the drinkers to hv “free flow” of wine n beer… They will den play “finish all” theats which im one of the affected one… Sincerely I really will declare myself not able to b a drinker at all… A few sips of beer & 1 glass of red wine, im gone… Although I took the nxt day OIL but I really feel uncomfortable & dizzness for ard 3days… I don’t noe how many times I wanted to vomit,I had 2 jabs from doc den finally recover…

Batam trip w cheryl

2008-10-25T13:52:00.001+08:00

19-20/10 Went batam trip w Cheryl… Is a v short trip but v relax wan… Basically is lazing ard at the “holiday inn” hotel suite… We also went for jazcucci & massage… We had lunch at “harris resort” near our hotel…

Ah Mei STAR 2008 concert

2008-10-06T13:35:00.002+08:00

4/10 I went to Ah mei concert at indoor stadium… This is the second time she came spore in 2008 after she started her “whole tour”… She is invited back second time after lots of ppl feedback… Proudly to say this time is again FULL !!! To describe her vocal is really fantastic… Especially tat the songs tat she sang, whole audiences will follow every single word… Therefore can hear the surrounded sound thru-out the songs… Its V touching tat I can hear from her “LIVE”…

Taiwan trip 18/9 - 25/9

2008-09-29T17:07:00.002+08:00

Ohh...This dates is the trip of me,joey,schoo,yiting & yiting's bro(andrew) at taiwan yeh !!! I wld say is a gd & memorable trip planned by schoo...
1st day is taipei "红楼"&"西门町" where we stay at as well...Oh there r lots of posters with idols where i found "fahrenheit"...we juz stroll ard the place,the CD shops hv the latest tracks & magazines...We den rest early to motel as nxt day hv to wake up early as need to travel to tainan...

2nd day we took speed train to tainan where we went to"金瓜石"&"九分"…We had bbf with "便当", oh is so nice lor really is gd packed food...At "金瓜石" we get to experience old times they dig the sands to get gold & saw mining ppl life in the past...We all visited the old kind houses made of woods where they r now preserved as ancients...

At "九分" the bus ride up is V siok lor like "inital D" V shaky & twisting juz like the movie...We visited the "老街" whereby hv nice snacks food but super HOT la the weather…The worst is tat we slowly walk dwn to half of the hill thru the sides of bamboo made of staircases...I almost wan to die la im so scare cos the other side is the blank view of woods, nothing else...we saw wooden postcards & we even buy & post back to spore... we also put “天灯",on the paper lantern is our wishes & blessings written & we den let it raised up into the sky to make wishes...we also get the chance to take old kind of train with aircon where the train attendant is v funny wan...

3rd day is to Gao xiong "奇京岛" where we visited lighthse with lots of cannons,i guess last time is war time place ba...The best part is the island need to cycle to explore if nt will walk till die la...We had to walk all the way up to the top to view the V nice scenery dwn to the sea at the lighthse,OMG my leg almost broke & SUPER HOT LA !!! We also went to visit the tunnel where hv drawings tat glow in the dark & at the end of it is a V nice & windy of sea view...Enjoyed it lots...Also at the end part of island is there r lots of diff sizes of windmills & can view the high sea waves hitting on the sides of the bridges... Fantasting la... We went back wif exhausted bodies but happy feelings...

4th day is to "我来也" where YT die die wan to go wan cos is the drama "王子变青蛙"filmed at a old style provision stall... Its aldry closed nt for tourist to visit so hv to juz take pics outside where we saw "电子花车" as got sexy girls singing at the back of the decorated lorry with sound systems... At nite we went “爱河” but is not as nice as we saw from drama, is juz normal like clarke quay in spore.

5th day V early in the morning we woke up to return back to taipei...we visited "五分浦" & "Toilet restaurant"... At "五分浦" is the wholesale clothes area where i hv got quite abit of cheap stuffs from...We also went to took "摩天轮" at miramar shopping centre... Its my fav as it changes to diff colors & the view is V nice although im super scare...We den spend our time ard at "西门町" as 1st day we didnt hv much time... We had small snacks & korea food...

6th day we went to "鱼人码头" & "平希", the scenery is v nice…At "鱼人码头" Its so windy tat we hardly can walk properly…The hot sun is burning us so hard tat I really cant take it…After tat we went to "平希" to stroll thru the old streets, we had lunch there n u had western food…It’s a famous place for preserved eggs “铁蛋” & “ Tall i/cream”, Den we went to visit a “so call museum” which hv special things…At nite we went to “市凌” night market, we bought snacks like “giant fried chicken steak”,“fried oyster w egg”,bubble mik tea & lots...

7th day we went to Taipei 101.we walked a while before we reached but is worth it…The whole building stands so nicely from far…when u r walking towards her I feel so happy cos is juz like the same tat I watched in drama.We bought tickets to take lift up to “89” level where is a exhibition hall n souvenir shop. We den took a recorded machine to let us listen to the intro of the place… Den is “90” level where the whole place is on glass windows to allow us to enjoy the views…Finally is “91” level where we can go out to enjoy how windy up the building is…We den went dinner at “天外天” steamboat with 1 of mac frenz who studied in Taipei…The steamboat soup base is nice,we had kimchi, mai la, chicken & fish stock…I loved the kimchi wan cos its my fav…We enjoyed ourselves on a V nice dinner.

8th day is the final day le…We went to “龙山寺” to pray… Its famous for praying for “love fate” so the 3 of us went over expect YT…Well me & joey manage to get positive agreement from “妈祖” but school tried lots of times in the end she gave up…These 8 days of tiredness but enjoyable trip ended but appreciate tat lots as can say is the 1st ah famers overseas outing ya…

Yiting 21st birthday chalet

2008-08-20T13:26:00.000+08:00

Its our dearest yiting 21st birthday at costa sand chalet @paris ris... Although im on cast & HL,im v persistence to go cos i promised i will go meant i will go no matter wat... We met up at sheng song on 8/10 ard 11am to buy stuffs...

We didnt buy much cos yt hv got wang mama to prepare almost everything to bring on the 8th evening...Schoo hv got YT to bring the prawns & we bought stingray,corns & sweet potato so tat we can marinate & wrap in aluminium when we reach chalet... After V long wait for the maxi cab tat we booked so tat can save up the 2 cab fees...As YT's birthday present is the A2 size card in pink,she is V interested to find out wats in it since sheng siong...

After reached chalet,we unpacked & we BARRED YT from going upstairs as we had to allow others to complete greetings of the card...We den instructed her to do lot of stuffs...As 1st nite is AH FAMERS's nite,we had lots of funs as the whole chalet is to ourselves... As usual maijong & chit chat sessions among the BBQ time...As im nt V convient on my arm,so i get gd treats by ppl serving me hee...2nd nite,Yt frenzs arrived slowly & she intro to us...

Well soon after Cake cutting session comes followed by group pics taking... Den is free & easy time le... Den we gather upstairs to give YT's 21st birthday present...She is V happy & surprised to see the card,we told her it included ard 100pics & with 10 ah famers personal birthday greetings... She den slowly flip thru the pages on the card & read out the greetings...

Well we can save we dote her the most although we often scold her hee...Well thru-out the nite we didnt get to slp well as nt much spaces la...Den the nxt day, we den travel back by cab & coma at home...

My most painful day of my life !!!

2008-08-15T01:43:00.000+08:00

3/8 is the day tat joey,schoo & me meet up to choose pics to do the 'special birthday card' for yiting's 21st birthday.In the end,we chose 100pics to develop at cwp. Den we all settled at my hse to make the card.Mainly im the person who gonna design & do the writings.Its was FUN while sortin out the pics in diff themes.Of cos to leave spaces to our 10ppl personal greetings for her.

6/8 is the most memorable day of my life cos i actually fractured my left arm !!! OMG,tats V painful lor.All becos of my reckless character lor.Im stuck w a stupid customer call which suppose to b my M8 short day.Im walkin so fast from the lift to the front glass tat as im nt payin attention as im searchin for my hp.The nxt moment,im so near the door tat i cant really react so i bang my left arm towards the metal door knob.OMG,so super intant cramp on my whole arm man. But i bare w it & walk to the bustop back home.When i reach home,i told mum but she thought im juz minor knock only tat apply medical oil den ask me to rest.Im so painful tat i cant slp,i took MC thinkin of goin to the chinese sinseh.

But the sinseh ask me take xray as suspect might hv cracks.After i took xray at amrt,im being referred to A&E at TTSH.Im being half cast for 1wk & den arrange 1wk later go c specalist.The best part is im on HL for ard 1mth,Oh yeah !!! The cement cast is quite heavy tat diff as need to wrap w black garbage bag in order to bathe.Im so free at home tat i can watch online dramas,slp lots & of cos go out ATAD,haha...

Kl trip 24/7-26/7

2008-07-30T17:07:00.000+08:00

On 24-26/7 I went to KL with Venus to kind of trip n visit our Tms >> Valent, Rohani, Vera n Bernard etc… Its was ard 5hrs journey… We both went shopping at shopping centre near the alighting place… OMG its soo damm big tat im a bit tired walking as well…

Ard in the evening we went to the KL call centre to look for Our Tms to say HI n meet up Valent to bring us to their condo where we will be staying this 2 nights… Well Venus bought me to hv Msian food like Maggie goreng, Gui tiao goreng, Roti prata n Satay etc,, its so nice n yummy…

We went to watch midnight movie ‘Batman The dark kignht’ Its soo sleepy but I managed to stay awake thru… Second day we went out with Valent n Rohani to Sungei wang area to shop n hv seafood… The night itself actually wanted to go clubbing at the place near their condo but we were quite drained out so we juz chat at the living room…

After a while I cant take it le I went to slp w/o valent n venus… The nxt morning Chai sent us to the place near alighting place n hv breakfast, the toast n tea is quite nice… I had a enjoyable trip at KL with acc from my Tms…

23/7 My Birthday

2008-07-23T16:36:00.001+08:00

On 23/7 My actual birthday date, I met up with yiting, joey n schoo at CSP ard 7pm to hv dinner at pizza hut… We chatted lots n of cos abt our Taiwan trip in sept as happen to be the 4 of us ah… Schoo read out the places tat we will be going n how the schedules goes… So details n she can say includes lots of Taiwan drama filming places haha…

Before I go aldry felt so contended after listening le dun talk abt real going there… Yiting is excited esp talking abt going to the places tat ‘Ming Dao’ feature before in dramas… Faint… I can only say did a great job ya !!! To me im looking forward to the Taipei 101 building cos the area got a shopping centre got a ferris wheel where quite a lot of Taiwan drama features over there de… Of cos dun say abt the variety of food tat I wanted to taste its countless… I can only say I will eat till I drop hee…

Yiting tried to attract my attention by kept on saying wanted to take something from my hse… Den pizza hut server came with 2 desserts of chocolate muffins… Best part is tat she specially get the ppl who prepared to write Happy birthday for both me n joey each one… So Sweet of her !!! After tat we went back le… I soo happy tat ah famers gals celebrated my birthday V Simple n Sweet… I really luv u gals soo much…

Its july !!! My birthday mth !!!

2008-07-21T16:36:00.002+08:00

Its July !!! So its my birthday le… On 19/7 Ah famers went to Vivo to celebrate July babies birthday celebration >> Me n Joey… We went to One of my Fav >> Kim Gary Hk restaurant… We had iced ‘Yan -Yang’ milk tea,all of us had different kind of cheese baked rice ranges like curry based, 2 kind of sauces(corn n beef) n rice baked in bamboo container n all time fav >> peanut butter thick toast… Yummy !!!

After the meal we walked ard n decided to go the last level open space to sit ard to chat de… We went up n we settled a space under shelter but view towards the sea is quite gd but a while the dizzling rain started to heavy rain so we had to leave… We den start to search for cafe n finally settled at hazgen daz…

Im given a silver guess bag as birthday gift, I felt a bit shocked as im like thinking when will I hv the chance to take this bag out ah ?? I accepted it as yiting mention when she say this bag she think tat its so Ashley style hee…

We sat a while over there as the conversation is abt asking yiting her 21st birthday present lists… We went back as usual chatting thru-out the journey home in train…

June babies birthday celebration at K

2008-06-27T16:36:00.000+08:00

On 19/6 We went to KTV at bugis named ‘Top one’…The purpose is to celebrate Ah bear, school n Samuel birthday >> June babies… Its so cool as its for 6hrs from 12-6pm for ard $24+ on sat… We bought i/cream cake at swensens to bring over as well…

The room is nt v big so quite cosy la… We sang lots of songs n of cos V high thru-out esp can make effects like blazin n color lights n smoke hee… The drinks r free flow but only syrup drinks la but nvm la cheap ma…

We dug the cake with forks but was fun cos we r like snatching for food hee… Schoo got whole set of 3 series of Hk vcd drama which she is so damm happy abt it… Ah bear got a polo perfume n Samuel had a polo tee n a car model… Im so happy cos hv 6hrs of K song singing so long didn’t hv the chance le… After tat we had pepper lunch for dinner… We set off home after tat with happy spirits !!!

Hk trip 7 may - 10 may 08

2008-05-18T14:52:00.000+08:00

Finally manage to able to upload my hk trip pics le... This trip is a very memorable one cos its the 1st trip tat Me,XY & AQ the 3 of us go together !!! We had nice hk food like tim sim,wan ton mee,mac & kfc breakfast,mango desserts & milk tea/lemon tea almost every meal...

We went sightseeing places like the peak,symphony of lights,star ferry,nights of star & most impt Disneyland... We went shopping of cos at shenzhen,ladies streets & temple streets...Although is tired cos woke up early everday & slp late at nite thru the trip... Im enjoyed myself very much cos i dun need to work haha...

Home sweet home...

A Sick,Sad & Tired April part 2

2008-04-25T18:33:00.000+08:00

After my happy K session w ah famers, i lost my voice the nxt day i hv to take 1/2 day Mc... Dun say tat im sick dun to singing cos im Very hardworking doing OTs, im can say i almost didnt rem when is my last of my OFF day... No choice cos im earning for my holiday trip expenses... Im nt poor but got $$ who dun wan to earn rite haha...

Tat day itself is 21st april, also Mum's birthday... Sis & i acc mum to Chong Pang to hv Thai food for dinner... During the journey of the bus to there, Sis hp rang, the caller is my Da gu from my dad's side... OMG its nt a gd sigh... She mention some word in hokkien tat sis totally dun understand & i hv no voice to reply back as mum is seated at the front part of the bus...

Finally we alight,mum call back & Da gu mention tat Grandma hv no reaction since 6pm... Tat moment hearts of the 3 of us sank... Mum called to dad to advise him,he actually reply tat he is still working only ard 11pm den free... Den he called back to mum & tell mum nt to care abt anything after mum hang up... If he is in front of me, i seriously will slap him !!!

We juz hurrily finish dinner & make our way dwn to toa payoh to chk out the situation... Cos aunt over the phone is nt Very clr so havent really confirmed... When we reached, Da bo from mum side is aldry there cos xiao gu ask mum to contact him to arrange funeral stuffs as he is a undertaker...

The moment we walked into the hse,Grandma is laying peacefully on the bed... My tears fall dwn, the whole environment is so cold & everyone didnt say much words... Finally dad reached ard 10pm, he discussed w Da bo abt the funeral things & he bring us home...

The nxt day, we went dwn ard 10am cos need to bring grandma dwn to the void deck where funeral will be held... As there r chantings before grandma is bring into the coffin & sealed up... We hv to call her to stay in the coffin out loud, my tears rolled dwn hardly... OMG

The funeral went thru 5days till 25th april, during the funeral i say wat is called the real truth of $$ & so call " family"... The dispute of no one wan to bring out $$ for the funeral where they themselves hv quite well-to-do own childrens... Its sad to say tat grandma is so pitiful... They all is so helpful whenever there r like free things & 4d digits,hoping to strike !!! Shit...

The very last day of the funeral, is the most Sad part cos mum dun noe why actually drag me & sis beside the coffin of grandma Cried so hardly tat ask her to bless tat dad dun leave us... OMG again im totally drained aldry... Finally the funeral is over...

Ps: To my 98 yr old grandma, i wish u peacefully leave this world with no regrets & go towards better place where u can be happy in...

A Sick,Sad & Tired April part 1

2008-04-21T17:54:00.000+08:00

On 20th april, I went to Orchard to sing K to celebrate Ah ren birthday... So happy cos Soo long didnt sing K aldry... So high !!! I get to sing Fahrenheit,Ariel cheng & Ah Mei songs... Although im almost lost my voice but i still dun care i sang it all out cos nowadays So Damm stress at work lor... Thanx to ah famers gatherings tat i cherish tat allow me De stress & hv fun...

Of cos nt forgetting the series of photo takings sessions, these r the best things for us to rem all our BEST memories !!!

Although we only update each other during gatherings, we still hv LOTS of diff things to share & discuss abt... Well I guess its all our Mutual Linkage of Ah Family tat made it happen...

I feel tat im Very Glad tat we Knew each other & nt forgetting to say tat we all grew up together as well... Although btw the 11 of us, i knew nt everyone is Very close towards each other... As we walk thru our life paths differently, it had been more difficult to be all ard during gatherings... I juz wan to say tat as long we all make efforts & of cos plannings, we can make it happen !!! I knew its nt easy to always take Ah family group pics of 11 of us... Im really looking forward for all of them in the near futures !!! I juz want to say tat Ah famers i Luv u all...

A Busy March 08 part 3 Final

2008-03-30T16:59:00.000+08:00

Well the last part of my busy march will be bangkok trip which had planned since last aug 07... Well although is a short trip of 4days 3 nites but its a very memorable experiences w a few of collegues... Although i had went to bangkok a few times aldry but 1st time being like a tour guide lor... Nt to mention to bring them to shopping places & of cos Nice food as well...

We went to 1/2 day city tour at famous river near "chinatown" of Thailand...

Although thru-out the whole trip, its tiring but fun cos i got to but lots of clothes & heels tat i will stock up for a yr... Its fun when we all meet to hv meals togther especially almost everyday hv seafood & of cos Tom Yum soup !!!

Its finally the day to end the trip aldry,nt forgetting to take group pics at the airport... We shall plan another trip again nxt yr...

A Busy March 08 part 2

2008-03-26T15:36:00.000+08:00

On 25th mar,all of us went to have steamboat at bugis to celebrate Venus’s birthday… Its really all of us…Cos hv dez, marcus, ed, m.yu, janet, kimmy, genky, andrew & me… although is juz a dinner,its quite difficult to get everyone togther due to diff schedules…

After the dinner,we went back by train… I went over to cck to stay cos on tat onwards im on leave le till 2nd april… We chat thru the night till abt 4am… It had been long tat we last chat cos it had been long tat we had gathering le... Miz those days… We woke up ard 12pm the nxt morning den ah keow followed me home to allow me to take a bath & change den we set off the window shopping at orchard hee… Den megan & genky meet us to have dinner at paragon >> thai food…

Den nvm still hv second round cos Ashley & dez organized clubbing at Pump Room… Cheryl,Kay,Hamdy,John,Franics,Mas,Ed came along too… I bought a mango cake to cut over there… Its so relax cos had been long since we went clubbing as well…After tat we went over to another Pub ard 3am cos its ladies nite, foc entrance.Omg the singers So Sexy they danced & sang,even we girls felt like dropping saliva dun talk abt those guys la… Venus,Francis,Cheryl & me went the Spice to hv Prata supper... Den we went back ard 5am…

On the journey on the cab,I aldry felt miserable cos the driver driving skills sucks… Im the last to alight,I went vomiting after I straight reached home…Tats its I vomiting like 5times den finally its ard 8am den I struggled myself to went dwn to see doc… Had a injection as usual & went back to slp… Thru-out the day,im like slping for amt 18hrs dun noe is it tat tired lor… Im so worried tat I cant recover cos the nxt day is my Bangkok trip le…

A Busy March 08 part 1

2008-03-10T18:23:00.000+08:00

Early of Mar onwards clusters all combined... We were being asked to be seated together wif all the Tms monitoring us !!! Treating us all like robots even go toilet also must report lor sianz... So pressure cos must straight put READY as soon after end the call... SHIT !!! Dun even hv the time to take a breath lor but say to talk the ppl beside me... There r so Damm many calls esp majority all Chinese calls till i feel like shouting out >> Y cant they stop calling !!! NVM den there even more ppl in cluster left like Huiying,Esther & Fanny... Dun bare to left them go but they r going to a better place happy for them la...

On 9th mar, went to It fair at suntec wif ah keow... There r so many ppl cos its last day... I bought Sony pink color digital camera T70 of $499... Im so happy cos tats wat i always wanted...

On 23rd mar, I went night safari wif ah famers... Its a nice night out although the place restricted flash light i managed to take a few nice pics of the animals over there wif my digital camera.But we did also took so group pics… It’s the 1st time tat i actually so close to the animals,it’s a gd experience ya…

Hip hop session

2008-03-05T15:11:00.004+08:00

Its andee dancing competition day at Vivo on 2/3/08... N im lucky again to b able to clr PH to go... Met yiting,joey & samuel to take train to harbourfont... We talked till forgot to alight & we had to take the train back... Den samuel cant squeeze in & door closed & we had to wait again... Haiz... We reach abt 2plus & we able to watch a few groups rehearse... Den announce to start the show at 3plus... Sianz... den we sat there & start to take pics again... My god i sat there for almost 5hrs tat my back aches... Finally we had our dinner at burger king & we set our journey back home ard 10plus...

Gathering W ah famers

2008-02-17T14:15:00.000+08:00

Its andee's 18th birthday gathering on 16/02/08. I meet early wif joey ,yiting & ah ren to make a special gift for him... Its a board wif all the previous pics from 2yrs ago till now,of cos the group pics from past till now... I actually designed the wordings on board which i feel proud of it cos it had been long time tat i last design something le... After abt 5hrs the board is finally done !!! Yeh...

Cheerzz... posing w & w/o foodz...

We den meet andee & samuel to proceed to our dinner gathering at suntec... Schoo came & last min join in was Kat... We decided to settle at New yorkx2... We ordered a quite a few main & sides dishes as we all shared... Nt forgetting to hv nice deserts like wafers wif i/cream... Foc is the candy sticks... we posed for the group pics & of cos individual posing w birthday boy...

Pretty ma,we all pose so nicely.....

Envy ma ? haha... Our masterpiece !!!

Eeeeee ugly & tired faces but happy spirits !!!

We set off back to Wdl ard 10plus den we juz laze ard amrt playground to talk & waiting to countdwn for andee 18th birthday haha... Joey gave andee the 1st hug,kat sent 1st birthday greetings to andee & i secretly gave andee a surprise as well tat made yting sort of freak out haha...

Its such a nice gathering tat this is the 2nd yr tat we celebrated each other birthdays together... Its such nice & warm in all our hearts all thanx to Ms yiting help... Cheerz for u !!!

Happy Valentine's day !!!

2008-02-17T13:06:00.007+08:00

On Eve of valentine day 13/2, went out wif Yiting,joey & samuel to meet at orchard to buy andee birthday gift... We shop ard hving a difficult decision to buy wat... Headache lor... Finally we decided to but a big size T shirt & 2 boxers... But before tat i had Sakae sushi buffet at cineleisure... Ohhh v long didnt eat so much le...

I wore cap tat day... Nice ma... I feel like ppl kept looking at me lor... But nvm i dun care... Sometimes can b focus also quite gd hee....

My master pieces !!!

2008-02-15T01:30:00.004+08:00

Im so into the adding all pics together to make a wallpaper tat i made A "Ah Family" & for "Myself"..... Proudly present them >>>>>

Well i actually bought a "tao gua" Hp accessory for myself which is same wif yiting... We had a photo taking session ya >>>>>

Leaving.........sobzzz

2008-01-30T01:25:00.000+08:00

Den is the end of Jan tat I feel V sad cos lots of ppl is leaving company in terms of resign,trf & attachment…. Of cos nt to mention abt geeta my dear Sis is going 4C which I almost cried when I hear the news, Oshin also tat I feel like saying Shit Y like tat ? Den a few part timers like Derek & Benjamin, although nt so close in terms of schedule but hv noe for a yr plus le… N my dearest Tm valent went up to KL for 6mths dun noe got extend anot… Im V sad lor… But hv to ignore & move on… No choice cant avoid…

Sentosa Trip !!!

2008-01-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

Updates of sentosa trip on 19/1 Sat…. Its such a nice gathering cos all expect Bear didnt come as he overslept… Suppose to meet @ 8am & when all of us reach is ard 9am + aldry tat I had finish my mac bbf while waiting… Den we finally reach harbour font ard 10am which Choo aldry there so time le…

We den but ticket & took bus in… Is such a Hot morning lor but nvm cos so long I didn’t get vitaman D hee… We took the Skyride up the hill & rode the car slider dwn, Oh so FUN !!! The helmets tat we need to wear for the car slider so cute lor…

After tat we set off to the beach,oh so sand so Hot !!! We started to take pics non stop… I started to take single shot wif all the ah famers… Take a look Kkkk…

Nt forgetting the group Pics as usual hee…

After tat we continue to go to Vivo to eat Carl’s junior… So hungry tat I finished the whole set… Wow… Den we took pics at coffee bean… Den we set our tired bodies but happy spirits home back to wdl…

It such as happy gathering tat we often hv & hope it goes on thru-out although its so difficult to arrange these days all thanx to dearest yiting ya…

人的一生会遇上的四个人

2008-01-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程,每个人的人生都要找到四个人。

第一个是自己,第二个是你最爱的人,第三个是最爱你的人,第四个是共度一生的人.

首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱,学会了爱,才会知道什么是你需要的,也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。

但很悲哀的,在现实生活中, 这三个人通常不是同一个人；
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。

你,会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？
没有人是故意要变心的,他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的,他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。

当一个人不爱你要离开你,你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了,千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他,你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起,绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福,就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他,你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？

爱不是占有,你喜欢月亮,不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说,你爱一个人,也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆,如果你真爱一个人，
就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好,也爱他的坏：

爱他的优点,也爱他的缺点,绝不能因为爱他,
就希望他变成自己所希望的样子,万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的,你只知道无论何时何地、
心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪著你;真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，
也就是没有丝毫要求。

毕竟，感情必须付出,而不是只想获得;分开是一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固,只好认输,真爱是不会变成怨恨的。

你呢？找到了第几个？
茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

YR 2008

2007-12-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

Its year 2008 !!! So soon a yr juz past thru w/o much notice… I had some achievements tat the thoughts of leaving Mac is a Real Gd decision…

1st >> I got 2 handle my emotions better as I dun need 2 handle tat kind of extreme stress compared 2 last time… 2nd >> I got 2 noe more frenzs & even treat each other like bro & Sis tat warm my heart deeply… 3rd >> I hv got bonus & salary tat I feel contended with as I hv got better appraisal results tat I expected… 4th >> I feel tat my communications skills & customer handlin improved although I broke my record tat I cried for the very 1st time when im workin after I joined company after 1 yr… Lastly >> I learnt 2 handle my feelings better although im trying real hard but i knew tat I will b able 2 do it after some time…

Having Sooo much things keepin inside my heart tat I dun feel gd abt it… Although I chose 2 ignore them but they juz kept floatin out & forcin all the tears out as well… Dun mention abt cluster got ppl resign, valent trf 2 KL & now geeta trf to 4C also… OMG im totally being like Bombed !!! Im talkin w geeta tat day & I almost cried out lor… I really dun noe, I thought I had got over aldry but actually nt… The worst part is tat he knew it omg I really dun noe how 2 face this at all… I so messed up, the only kind I could do is to act blur…

Im tellin myself hv 2 face the new yr with new feelings cos its no use 2 kept hookin the past… The future is the best for me to look forward to… Its nt end of the world cos I knew tat I will find my Mr Right when its time as the one is worth waiting for… I hv the enough income to sign up credit cards & to able 2 hv $ to save are real gd things tat im proud of currently…

ALL THE BEST TOWARDS YR 2008 !!!

Touched & warm feelings

2007-12-01T01:54:00.000+08:00

Today is Glitz awards day at CC. Best senior >> Geeta, Best newcomer >> Marcus, Best enthusiastic CSO >> Geeta & Dez… Best approachable TM >> Valent !!! Soo happy for all of them… I can clearly see from Valent & Geeta face like wan 2 cry aldry when ppl congratulating & hugging them…

Den im like telling Geeta tat all of us r so close & so caring for each other thru-out these mths… Its so touching & warm inside tat in the cluster hv these stuffs going on lor… I can say really teamwork as well as the care towards Friends who r juz colleagues from the start…

Its finally end of nov & its nt over yet tat we continually will hv gatherings & hang-outs even more often… Coz is festive seasons, celebrating wif bonus as well as preparing farewell for ppl leaving in early 08, Sobzzzz… I real happy tat can attend all these gatherings but they sort of cost $$ which I hv to really start to control on spending aldry…

Mum told me a few days ago tat her job might nt be stable… OMG den probs will start to come in as sis still hv like 3yrs in NUS… If mum cant get any job, im the only ppl earning in the family… Which I still a bit shaky in handling this… Meaning to say my plan to work in UK in 2009 will nt be possible as I cant leave them here… Thinking of all these really sank my heart deeper cos things r nt so easy as it is anymore… Do I need to sacrifice things tat im hving or starting to b achieving soon, im really dun noe ??

Well hopefully everything will go to the best way tat is gd for everyone & may everyone b blessed as we really deserve tat !!!

K box happening time...

2007-11-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

On 7th nov,its Karaoke time @ party world WCC…I had a great time cos I got 2 sing all my Fav songs from A-Mei,Elva & Farenheit !!! Of cos I will sing along the other songs tat Ah famers luv…I almost hv no voice the nxt day ya...We had supper @ usual Prata…Den Schoo told me abt Kat & Tx,im shocked tat none of them actually let me noe ??? Den joey said tat is because im really sick tat week so after tat she hv no chance 2 talk 2 me…Schoo stayed over & we chat till 4am…Im so tired cos nxt day M8,I actually survive lor…We chat lots abt Kat,work & nt forgettin abt our goal to go UK in 2009…Cool !!!

Group pic nt forgetting at all... & of cos wif joey...

CCK hse warming...

2007-11-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

On 2nd nov,its Hse warmin cum Des birthday celebration at CCK hse…It was such a happenin day & our friendship sort of became stronger I guess…We had great food, curry chk,fried spicy bee hoon from Jennifer 4C,des ordered satay,chicken wings & nt forgettin few bottles of red wine,vodka & liquor…There r goups playin monopoly,illegal card games,lots of photo posin & of cos daring liquor drinkin tat made almost everyone crazily drank & High !!!

Dez among all the girls !!! & Ah keow & Miki wif me...

OMG des is the main lead therefore he is drinkin like nobody business…In the end dun noe is real drank or fake drank,he started 2 cry sayin out his stressful emotions tat lead 2 everyone consoling him…I kind of feel sad inside cos although im the one who knew him longest,tats the 1st time I saw him react in tat way...Almost everyone is hugging & consoling him telling him We all luv him,he is V popular,he is outstanding tats y he is transferred to 4C,etc…

Genky,Marcus wif me...

My Tm Francis actually took the whole cake & almost smashed it on Megan face tat luckily I saved it,I actually ordered him to mop the floor,OMG tats crazy man…In the end the 3 hosts r all drank resulted 2 me,Xavier & joey hv 2 help clr the mess…I went back ard 4am & I manage 2 go work at 3pm the nxt day…

D&D

2007-11-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

Some updates at the end of oct…Im on Mc for 2 days…I went 2 diff docs on diff nites but hv 2 injections 2 stop my dizzness & vomit…Im V sick cos I vomited 5 times on the nite of 23rd …Kat & Joey hv 2 carry me 2 see doc,all thanx for them if nt I really how 2 survive as my mum nt at home.

Den the nxt day, Im so weak & didn’t eat much therefore I sort of cant slp thru-out the whole nite of 24th …In the morning of 25th, mum hv 2 help me take slpin pills from doc 2 let me eat 2 slp so tat I can attend D&D tat evening… Worst,the pills is for 8hrs slp but Im so wide awake after only 2hrs of slp…Finally I went thru the nite at swiss hotel in orchard…We took lots of pics & was like a photo takin session round the ballroom…So happy & its like a time-off wif all of them…

Kimmy,Genky,megan & Me & of cos Our TM bernard

B14 CSC & CC & Amos & Ah gor M.yu & Marcus

Ed & Me & Of cos TM Rohani & the rest from M1 shop

After tat i went back wif Yanie,Vithu & oshin to Wld...We went to hv supper Prata & teh at marsiling den i hv gd slp at 2am & i went to work M8...

Enlighten !!!

2007-10-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

It had been sometime tat I jot stuffs dwn… This mth,most of the time morning shift + engrossed in the watchin of X family dun allow the time la… Finally the show ended in 55 episodes, a more lame & funny show… This time is more family orientated tat resulted to tears sometimes esp the songs, so meaningful… Fahrenheit roles are V nice in this show esp Da tong & Chen yi ru…

This mth onwards I changed TM,my prev tm hv being arrange to take care of more impt focus… Well although im nt under care of him I still appreciate the guidance he provide thru ½ yr to allow me 2 grow & achieve 2 wat im in currently… Des trf over to 4C,M.yu to TST & Janet to shop hotline… Cluster is so much quieter cos lesser Chinese gang… But im so much closer 2 Becky,Venus & Geeta,esp geeta she is really my listener & Big Sis to me… Im so glad tat I hv such collegues 2 make my day passes thru each day smoother & happier…

This mth I get 2 noe lots of more personal stuffs from **,can say is kind of things bits & pieces fixin it up during conversations like a puzzle,resulted 2 some thoughts & decisions made... Although lots of voices soundin me 2 really put in effort to strive for it but frankly spkin V hard cos it will take X,Extra courage 2 go for it… I decide 2 maintain the current situation & enjoy the route leadin on each day…

I watched “Ai Qing Quan Bao” HK show abt insurances… This show really enlighten my thoughts as tat if couples wld want 2 give the other half a secure life can buy this policy & if resulted to marriage hv incentives & the yrs in future after marriage… The msg of the policy is 2 let couples who hv quarrel 2 hv another chance for them 2 sit dwn 2 discuss rather than 2 juz forget abt it,let the yrs of relationship to go dwn the drain… It really stroke me & again i rem the past if I cld hv be in clearer mind 2 clarify stuffs,things will go better way I guess ba… But ppl hv 2 lose in order 2 gain something back,I truly believe this…

Mooncake festival !!!

2007-09-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

On 25th sept 07 i went to chinese garden wif megan,venus,Sinjian & Ed...

cheesezz wif the whale behind !!! & Smilez wif ah gan,ah keow & sinjian

On 26th sept 07 i met up wif Ah famers to celebrate at the hill top near yiting hse...

The Heart shapes tat i arranged, Nice ma ???

Nt forgetting to arrange for AH FAMILY logo,all thanx to schoo...

Of cos Our group photo as usual ...

Thailand trip !!! Shop XXX

2007-09-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

My trip of the yr is THAILAND bangkok... 20th - 24th sept 07 cathay pacific

Air plane view & the meal i had on the plan,quite nice also...

Posing on the airplane.... The Mrt in bangkok..

Saw a boat which is transport for ppl over there & map of chatuchak(weekend market) BIG rite !!!

Zhu jiao rice at chartuchak & Nice Tom yum soup wif duck meat & veg at MBK

Sizzler at MBK & Nt forgetting pineapple rice & fried pork strips...

The grand SIAM PARAGON outlook & my achievement on shoes !!!

My achievement of all my clothes & bags !!!

My nicely painted nails & the range of vodka at duty free at airport...

I spend like at total of S$600 for my expenses in this trip,my luggage is 20.5KG... I feel so happy to enjoy this 5 days 4 nites trip wif Xinyu...

Ah Family 2yr chalet

2007-09-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

14th-16th sept 07 is Ah family chalet...

We had so much FUN & almost all of them able to make it although on diff days...

ME,Ah Ren & Ah Ting say cheesezzz with nice corns !!!

Alchcol of the day !!!

Me being punished from the games we played !!!

A big toast to our 2nd yr !!!

Sisters Forever !!!

Not forgetting to take groups pics !!!

So glad tat we have such gatherings esp this chalet had planned since last yr...

I juz feel tat im V happy to get to noe all the guys & gals as they had let me grown & shared thru all the memories...

Eyes swollen...

2007-09-02T21:13:00.001+08:00

I went to meet Cheryl,Eve & Vincent 2 hv dinner @ sushi tei paragon on 31/8... We had a full meal & den we set off to cheryl hse 2 hv maijong session... I went back 2 slp @ ard 3am den workin 12pm the nxt day... But still feel real tired la...

I have got eye infection from contact lens,i hv to wear spects for a period of time... Sianz lor... Now tat im feelin better after accepting real fact from things i really wld wan 2 believe is true lor... But indeed its true... OMG... Now at least tried real hard nt to let the thoughts resulted 2 be going towards the wrong path & cant draw back...

Well juz looking forward 2 on leave this fri but hv 2 take care of sis 21st birthday celebration @ home...

X family >> JIRO WANG

2007-08-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

Im like watchin X family till EP 15, its so damm funny & Jiro is Sooo handsome lor especially whenever he used his powers... The rest of the family member like his mum & grandpa also sooo funny... So lame lor... I sort of go crazy over him especially when go K wif ah famers... i will scream over the Mtv tat he & the rest of franheit members lor... I think is because of the show i watched "Zhong Ji Yi Bian" & now is " Zhong Ji Yi Jia"...

Soooo many things happening...

2007-08-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

On 22/8,Sis msg me sayin tat my aunt passed away... i really shocked abt tat although she is ill abt a while le... Den the rest of the 3 days, sis & i went 2 the funeral abt 7pm everyday... On Sun, the funeral ended, durin the last chanting before we set off to the cementry... i saw mum & the rest of the aunts cried so bitterly... The rest of the cousins also cried too, our generation considered quite close 2 our aunt... Im quite tored up as dun hv enough rest as i hv to start work on mon le...

on 29/8,i acc marcus 2 fix his laptop at bugis... Both of us went to MPH 2 buy books... I bought 2 chinese novels...Den we mit up wif megan,venus,ed 2 hv dinner @ pepper lunch at IMM... It had been long tat we can meet up 4 dinner le... We started discussing abt house warming as megan,des & venus movin in at CCK soon... Den we talked abt organising a trip 2 bangkok nxt yr march... We talked abt where we want 2 visit, we can watch "Ah Gua" show,food 2 eat also... So looking forward 2 hv fun ya...

Today,i acc sis 2 buy birthday decors @ concourse... OMG we walked so far cos we dun really noe the place well... After tat, i met up wif ed,marcus,megan,venus,carmen & rohani to visit the IT far @ suntec... So crowded over there lor... Venus & megan bought digital camera from Sony... Den des joined us & we had dinner @ carl's junior,i shared a burger wif rohani as it real big lor... We chat for a while den we went back...

PUMA

2007-08-21T19:50:00.000+08:00

Have been a while didn’t jot things dwn le… On fri 17/8 went wif XY to outram 2 but tickets to Bangkok… $380 for 5days 4 nites & by via cathay airline, V worth it lor… This mth aug, very no mood 2 work lor cos no leave taken, everything spare for sept… I ate porridge wif XY at the usual kopitiam & bought “Tang yuan” from “Mei shi jie”… It had been long time didn’t eat gd food le…Everyday Canteen food sucks !!!

I acc Xy to go CSP to buy Levi watch for her frenz’s birthday present… And she convience me 2 buy my birthday present there as well, after some consideration, I bought Limited Edition 07 Puma Pink Watch tat I always wanted… It cost quite xpensive… Nice ma ? V Blink Bink rite ?

This few days workin V sianz cos Ed went back KL, Des & Venus diff shift wif me, M.yu go TST, only left geeta & becky lor but also didn’t talk much as lots of calls nowadays… CD cut cost…Well hopefully all of us can be ard same shift so tat my working mood will b better towards end of mth…

Ting's birthday celebration !!!

2007-08-13T17:26:00.000+08:00

On 10th aug,i decided to MC cos i really so tired tat i need a break... Dun noe is the stuffs @ work causes me 2 b like tat... I joined venus,des,ed,M.yu & benny 2 go marina 2 watch Rush Hr 3... The show is quite funny but a bit short la...

After the movie,i straight away took cab 2 yishun chong pang 2 mit Ah fam 2 hv thai dinner... The food isnt bad ya,i told Kat tat im V nervous juz now... Den the rest of the famers wanted 2 gossip but i didnt let them noe abt it... Famers saw the ppl i always mention abt & they said nt bad & suggest me 2 choose 1 of them... So funny lor...

After tat we went 2 WCC to sing K but nt rm so we bought Mac-cafe drink den set off 2 Ting hse 2 cut cake... As usual,Ah Famers group pics... Celebrating last famers birthday of the yr... After tat,our gathering will be "Event of the Yr" >> Ah Family 2yr chalet,YO yo... Of cos there is maijong session but i didnt join la... Instead the rest of rest started Poker,quite fun as i seldom join them wif theses kind of games... Nt long after,ren & me started 2 attack ting's comics...

Finally ard 2am,we sat off 2 go hm... cab sharin wif choo & kat back hm... choo stayed @ my hm,but instead of slpin... We chat till 630am den she took 1st train hm as she need 2 work on sat... We chat alot,it had been a long time tat we got a chance 2 share abt thoughts & stuffs we experience... i quite miz the days back in Mac where we learn from each other...

Inner Voices...

2007-08-13T17:17:00.000+08:00

It had been days tat I drop something dwn le… This wk can say is a tiring wk 4 me… On the 8th aug,my energy level went to low as I took like 100+ calls in like 4hrs non-stop… I guess my mouth went 2 one side 4 a moment…

Later in the evenin met TX & the rest to hv dinner @ 630 kopitam… We had nice “zu chao”,den went TX hse 4 cake cuttin session & of cos maijong session…

Oh my energy level went to V low,no choice but to go slp @ 3am as nxt day hv 2 work M8… I woke up @ 6am 2 go back hm to dress up & go work @ 8am…
It was torturin as im fightin my eyes from closin & to focus as to affect my knowledge & tone of spkin…

But im kind off upset as I hv a complaint call tat req 2 spk to mgr…And the sad part is tat,another collegue pick up the drop call & resolve the case… Im being coachin from this & 2 listen 2 VOC feedback case… Although TM mention tat my performance is improvin,I dun feel V gd inside…But I tried nt 2 think 2 much anyway is juz a job…

OMG im think i affected totally !!!

2007-08-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

After a wk of A3 shift,im totally drain out... Dun say abt the calls,suddenly i feel so empty in my mind... I trying to separate my thoughts into diff sections so tat i can focus during work... If nt i guess my tone of voice will sure affect my calls...
Sometimes i will be quiet & dun talk to my collegues even im waiting 4 calls to come in... But i juz cant hide cos they will ask wat happen 2 me ? Haiz accordin to my character,i feel im so fake behavin this way... I think im gonna explore soon le... Can anyone tell me wat 2 do?

Haiz... This few days im tryin V hard to absorb lots of stuffs...

(To face AQ stuffs bravely,Real hope tat she will be fine soon & end the sufferings forever)
(To push away those past sad memories from floating up to my mind & affect my emotions strongly)
(Stop myself from letting my tears fall so easily)
(To control my thoughts & nt these affect my workin performance)

I really hope everything will goes towards a smoother path each day...

Thanks!!!

2007-08-04T13:48:00.001+08:00

Oh Finally have Tag box le... Thanx a lot to kat & Yiting... So Guys & Gals,can jot something dwn when u drop by 2 let me noe u ya...

I uploaded New Joe Pics... He look so fresh & handsome wif short hair... So looking forward to the release of "It Started with a Kiss 2"... Heard is on sept 07 but dun noe yet the actual date...

Dun feel V gd inside there !!!

2007-07-30T14:42:00.000+08:00

It had been days tat i jot something dwn... I so tired physically & mentally,i feel tat im gonna tore up... Havin a big OS sayin " Y is everything comin all at a time ? I really cant take it... "

1st i thought i aldry get over wif him but he wld appear each & everytime i decide to let him go... It had been happenin since last time & continue all these yrs... Suddenly i feel tat i hv no one 2 turn to & seek 4 advice... Xy is busy wif her work & studies,AQ hv even more serious thing 2 bother... Well i chose 2 ignore & hope this will die off...

2nd is tat AQ cant join us for HK trip le,feelin V extreme disappointed inside but cant really voice out as i knew she is feelin even worst than me & XY... In the end hv to change to go bangkok as will feel uncomfortable going HK w/o AQ... Hopefully she can fight all the way thru so tat we can continue to fulfill our dreams 2 travel to diff country each yr...

3rd as for job,im contended wif wat im achieving till now... The salary,collegues,TMs & even calls r getting better towards a smoother path each day... Juz hope tat everything will be fine each & everyday... I feel tat im a diff person compared to when i juz started... I can control my emotions better & handlin the calls in a more professional way than before... Although there r rainy days sometimes,i wld be able to look on another angle to turn the mood ard...

Lastly as 4 family,Sis is going to U & more "Tong Si"... Mum hv walked out the unhappy stuffs & living better each day... Finally it went towards a lighter path 4 me facing the family...

I will try my best 2 make myself 2 move on as Fortune & Happines den will come 4 ppl tat dun look back...

Birthday celebration @ my hse !!!

2007-07-23T16:29:00.001+08:00

On 21st july,Celebrating Me & joey's birthday @ my hse... Tiring but So much FUN !!!

Ard 1pm met Choo,Ting & Sam 2 go seng siong 2 buy food... Ard 3pm den we start preparing food...

Joey, Choo & Me is the Cook of the day... Cuttin,Washin 4 the steamboat & desert made by choo... Finally A whole table of food is ready by 6pm... We started eatin den start the Maijong session !!!

After a few rounds of maijong,its time to cut cake !@ 10pm !!! Its a brownie cake from famous amos wif purple wordings of my name... So nice !!! The presents i got for this yr is most worth it cos i got 3 sets of VCD tat i always wanted >> "Summer x Summer" from Joe cheng & 2 others is "Date wif vampire part 1 & 2" !!!

The whole nite, we r laughin,jokin & havin lots of fun durin maijong excitment sessions just like old days when u all still workin in Mac... of cos we sure got have group pics as usual... In the morning ard 730m we had BBf den i went back 2 sleep till afternoon... So tired...

Im so happy tat all of u guys gather together to celebrate my birthday... Thanx a lot...

At CS batch !!!

2007-07-23T16:07:00.000+08:00

On 20th july 07,The Cs batch event of company... In the afternoon ard 3plus i met Ed & Des @ Marina Sq 2 hv lunch,we had Subway(1st time hvin it quite nice).Den we went shoppin wif genky joinin us... Ard 6plus Ed went back 2 change den later metin us wif marcus ard 8pm @ Des hse 2 go...

In the train,we chat,it had been like so long tat the 4 of us met up since we join cluster...When we reach,nt much food left so juz stand ard 2 watch stupid performance by Impt ppl... sianz lucky draw also dun get but majority winners from Cluster B... Ed got pulled up by Ah Gua Mc 2 play games,becky involved 2,something tat Gals take out Guys stuffs like clothes etc... So funny... But got handsome Ah moh guys stripping while dancin till all girls scream like crazy...

Tms all very wild too, After tat "Happy Hours",Des & Ed crazy by alcohol went up stage 2 dance bringin out the highest atmosphere... 1st time saw them so wild !!! Im being pulled in 2 join by sabrina but after a while i went back 2 sit cos im feel very outcast haiz...

Ard 1am i went back wif Kamelash in cab...

Common Phrases...1

2007-07-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Lets talk abt some common phrases abt PPL i Mit >> part 1 ~ USAGE

>I didnt use ur svr at all, Y u chrging me so much, system is totally wrong?
>I only use for a while, how come chrges so high?
>I hv other svrs at other company, ard the same usage, how come ur side hv the diff ?
>This is use by my child, how can a kid able to use till this amt of usage more than an adult, totally unbelieveable?
>Ur side is anyhow chrging, i want to cxl the svrs & dun wan to pay anything extra...

To be continued...

Jia You !!!

2007-07-12T14:56:00.000+08:00

Now tat the 3 of us have left the tiring environment & have change to a better job scope life... I really enjoy the times tat we will meet up 2 have dinner, go out to shop for clothes & of cos to share stuffs from work... I really thanx God to let me to get to know 2 of u as best friends...

This year July is the 7th yr we know each other le, still can rem the days tat we get to be Poly classmates... Although during the years of sch, we did being separated by classes & subjects we study... We still can understand & noe each other habits, liking of foods, family issues & even temper very well... I noe tat u both treat me like the youngest sis, things tat u all give in 2 me advice me is for my own gd... I choose to ignore & even occur misunderstandings because of my stubborness...

Although im very stubborn on some matters, u both still allow me 2 do my way & said tat "As long im happy its ok for them,if anyhting happen we will still support u..."I promise i will really seek both of u advice before i do anything as i noe im very blur in handling some stuffs...

After knowing tat u facing the " Bad guys" in ur body nowadays, im so worried & almost cried when i noe the news... Although u told me tat u will be ok & will face it watever it resulted to Gd or Bad... I hope u will be strong 2 face thru out... Dun forget our dream of going overseas is going to fulfill this Sept at HK... We have been talking for years to achieve our very 1st trip of 3 of us & lots more to come in the near future...

JIA YOU & Fight Fight Fight !!!

Very "Fan" !!!

2007-07-12T14:32:00.000+08:00

Today is a very sianz day... Got scolded by " tat person" for nothing... I really dun understand wat adults r thinking... I followed wat she ask me to ignore "tat person", in the end bad things resulted to happen & im being scolded & have to tell lies...

Being sandwiched by both of them real sucks... If nothing happen btw them tat will be great & everything will be going towards diff paths aldry... I will nt be the ke lian 1 tat lose everything & left alone...

It had been like 2 yrs plus tat this matter is dragging on & like everyone choose to ignore... And i strongly sense tat when 1 day things resulted tat need to force everyone no choice but to face the fact, it will be the worst of all... I really cant imagine lor...

Sometimes im thinking if i can control my emotions in handling the stress from work & family, everything might be a diff story... I guess God have really given me all the difficults things to handle thru out these years... I admitted tat i have really grown up from all these... But can u tell me when can i get wat i deserve to get after all the tests ? I still waiting for my gifts...

Manicure !!!

2007-07-07T01:32:00.000+08:00

Juz done my manicure @ bugis Nice? I always wanted to have nice & painted nails. Now tat i sort of fulfil 1 of my dreams...

Over @ the shop have another lady who will be bride of the day tml. She did her nails wif petals of flowers & its soo nice,having 2 heard tat she is getting married,in my heart "So nice & when it will be my turn?"........

Thinking back if not for the break up,i will be getting engaged this yr aldry but......... it all over le.

My strong feelings r all back cos nowadays my past memories is flooding my mind which affecting me a lot..... Now tat i have a stable job & salary,everything is going thru the smooth path tat i have extra time to think abt other stuffs.....

I trying real hard 2 force myself to face the fact & to boost up my courage 2 stop all my thinkings to go wild & thinking back those terrible memories.....

Juz hope everything will be fine thru out the rest of my life....

Crazy over Him.......

2007-07-02T15:58:00.000+08:00

This is the very 1st posting.......

Well dun really wat 2 jot dwn cos today nt workin....

Nowadays im really crazy over Him......

Im feel tat im attracted by every move tat he does >> durin the personal interviews,watchin the serial dramas he played in & the variety shows he particpate in etc.......

I feel tat he is so real in the dramas as well in real life,can hear from the answers he gave to the interviewers.....

I actually found a web pg tat have almost 50 pgs of his pics....So excited over my discovery hee..

Im starting to collect the dramas VCDs tat he features him le.....

Though u will think a bit over doing all these rite, actually i think so too la...hee

Im gonna continue 2 watch my shows le bye.....